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Life before Spinal Cord Injury 06.04.05
Notes from Deep Closets and Electronic Avenues.
 Derrick & I were good friends long before the accident.
His history needs to get in here before I tell my story. -Link Upton

Derrick's Roots & Who is Derrick?

I never met Derricks grandfather; what I know about his life I learned from stories Derrick told me over the years.  In my own words I'll write what I know; I'm not a writer and it shows yes, but want to get Derricks past  down in writing so that I can get on with the main story which is about Derrick, Samjas, Anna and myself.

Vargas died in 1964 at ninety years old when Derrick was fourteen. As close as I can determine Vargas was born in 1874; ninety-nine years after The Spanish sloop Sonora, led by a Don Juan Francisco de la Bodega, sailed into the mouth of Tomales Bay at the southern end of of what is now named Bodega Bay on the Northern California coast.  

I heard it this way; Vargas’s great grand father, Estanislao, 15 years old, along with his People, watched from the thick forests of Cypress, Giant Sequoia, and an mixture of Firs Pines and Juniper. Estanislao had told of this event to Vargas's grandfather many times over the years at story telling gatherings. Vargas had heard this and other stories of Estanislao's heroic battles from his father many times.  When Estanislao was thirty two he was among several Indian war leaders that emerged from these peaceful natives of California. Becoming war leaders, Estanislao, Pompomio, and Joscolo were feared in the white ranchos and settlements. Derrick didn't give me all these details, it was years later when I did some internet searches about the Pomo Indians during those years. I found a lot of documentation telling about such events as the attacks on the white settlers above.

These Spaniards wanted to convert the savages or kill them; there was no in between.  There was no in between with the Indians either. In 1797, Raymundo el Californio led an expedition of 40 troops into the wilds of Contra Costa County after runaway Indian converts. These still free Indians killed them all in an attack.  

At various times in his life Estanislao was hidden & protected by a certain Spanish gentleman, a friend, a Mexican citizen, whose own son's life was saved from drowning by Estanislao.  The man, Bolinas, owned large tracts of land in Sonoma and Mendocino counties.  

When Estanislao's lady gave birth to her first child, Bolinas gave the new baby legal title to an isolated forty acre piece of land with creek and several springs.   

Estanislao's son, Vargas’s grandfather, lived on this land his whole life with his wife and six children, every one of them leaving before they turned 16.  In 1852 when he was fifty-two years old with the help of an Indian/Spanish lawyer, he set the land in a trust that prevented it from being sold, or taken. He died two years later. The land was empty of humans until his grandson Vargas and his wife Lillian move there in 1930. 

I have some stories about these years on a page called Derrick or something or another. He told me about these times when we first met on the beach at Bodega Bay. I'll find them and put them into this story later.

In my notes it says that it was in 1844 when Vargas’s father, when he was 14 years old, moved from this land onto the Bolinas ranchero in Mendocino County first as a laborer, then a foreman. He and his Pomo wife moved to Mexico when they were 18 years old in 1848 along with the Bolinas family.  This was two years before California statehood. They were forced to leave by whites that were literally stealing land from the Mexicans. They were one of the few Mexican families who were able to sell their land and cattle. During these times Indians were being hunted for sport. The young Indian couple knew that they would have a better life in Mexico working for a wealthy land owning family whom they had known all their lives.  

Vargas was born in Mexico in 1874.  His mother died when he was ten and his father died in 1894. Vargas had for many years the desire to find his roots and really be an Indian.  He had read stories of the American Indians and the Wild West in the popular dime novels popular in those days. He wanted to be an Indian.  He used to tell Derrick how ridicules it was; he was a full blood Indian but knew nothing of his people his culture! Derrick told me how Vargas would laugh and laugh at this injustice.

I can see this picture in my mind's eye. It is 1894, Vargas is 20 years old, raised in Mexico on a Ranchero by full blood American Indian parents. He was raised in the Mexican culture as a Mexican. By the time he was thirteen he was an expert horseman, a Vaquero, working the steers, speaking Spanish fluently, with a good command of English, and had a smooth but limited vocabulary of Pomo.   

Needing desperately to connect with his American Indian roots, Vargas heads north to San Francisco, arriving in 1895 where he connects with a local ‘Wild West Show’. Vargas, has the unique non-experience of never experiencing life as an Indian. He learned fast, and with his classic looks, became somewhat of a star of the show. In 1898 he joined Buffalo Bills Wild West Show, eventually touring Europe with them from 1903 to 1907.  

In 1905, Vargas now thirty-one,  meets Lillian in France. Lillian is twenty-one, somewhat of a wild Indian herself, Irish, intelligent, rich and an adventuress. They fall deeply and madly in love. The first time for each of them. She is an heiress from Cambridge Massachusetts. Her parents are a liberal wealthy family, who has accepted her ‘Bohemian’ ways. The two of them carouse through Europe for a dozen years. They eventually get married in 1908. They return to Harvard, in about 1918.  

Lillian and Vargas were able to agree with each other even when disagreeing. The issue with kids came up early on. Vargas felt that his age, and his love of travel was not a good combination for making a good father. Lillian, from a family of seven kids, was right in the middle; she had been powered over by three and had to power over three. She never thought that she would be a mother. Yet they never did anything to keep her from becoming pregnant. When she found she was with child, both Lillian and Vargas were surprised but pleased.  Their daughter Lili was born in 1926.  

Lillian’s family loses most of their money in the 1929 stock crash.  In 1930, tired of the ways of the world, Vargas and Lillian move to California to his ancestor’s land with their four-year-old daughter Lili. They both have at this time in their lives renounced the world so to speak. They build a substantial two-room redwood log cabin. They grew most of their food, they hunted and fished, and they were avid readers, staying up late at night reading to each other, and to Lili, who they loved dearly.  I am still editing out the writing in the present tense but don't haven't the time to get to each sentence.

It is the depression years and times are tough. Although they have sufficient money, they keep a low profile. In 1933 there is virtually no chance of their half breed daughter getting a good education, or any at all. The public schools in Sonoma/Mendocino at this time would not admit Indian children who were routinely captured and sent off to distant Bureau of Indian Affairs run  boarding schools. Half-breeds were looked upon with disdain. 

Indian women killed their babies during these years to keep them from being taken by the whites. (I have historical documents regarding this.)

In 1933 when Lili is seven, after much soul searching, they send her to Cambridge MA to live with Lillian’s younger sister Dora, a widow, living in a comfortable old house and more than agreeable to raising Lili.    

When Dora registered Lili in school, suspecting possible future discrimination, she altered her birth certificate to show Vargas's ethnic group as Italian. Lili never looked back at her Indian heritage.

In 1946, Lili is twenty years old when she meets her future husband at college who was studying at the Newport Navel War College. She let him believe that she was Irish/Italian. They get married in 1949 and soon move to San Francisco when he gets stationed there. She does not let her parents know that she has married or that she is in San Francisco. Derrick, Their only child, is born in the City one year later; 1950. 

Notes to producers and or screenwriters: I have documents and sources for the historical events and persons names noted above. Derricks family history beginning with Vargas all came directly from Derrick himself. -Link Upton


Notes from the bottom: Whew! Got through that okay, next pass through will be some editing.  -Link U.

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